frustrated!!!!! and my exam still on going T.T

calling calling for help!
this week totally specheless, really nothing to say!!!
monday my first subjuct, and was like ok its over, i need to prepare for my second subject on wednesday.. this week 2 subject next week 2 subject which is really heavy! can i over come it???? huhuhuhuh....

im unable to online and use my house fix line for 4 days-5 days. on monday late evening, our hourse phone had no sound at all!!! then what can i do? my fix line cable is outside my room, well my room have a small little balcony so, my mom as me to go out and check what happen to that cable. ( u know what, as a eldest daughter at home , and dad is not around, normally tv rosak ke, hi 5 rosak ke, lights rosak ke , whatever" small hardware rosak" i will be the one who fixing it>.<) after checking, the problem seems to be solve, but when my mom daily talk with my dad the line sot plug again. no tone at all!!!!!! arghhhhhh~~~ we are like lost conected to outside for few days!! feeling damn uncomfortable! my mom start calling telecom to complaint on the next morning , she call call and call like scolding scolding and scolding, coz after we report, we waiting and wait , they ask us to wait wait until when???? don't know ... jus wait!!! and i cant online at all!!! but the day before yesterday , i can online 10-20 minutes then then line get sot again , i need to climb up and down to pick up the phone , then listen to the "connected" sound only i can online for few more minutes!!! really frustrated man!!!!! tired climbing up and down at night, no energy ~~~ so yesterday morning , my mom call and complain again this time round, she straight away ask the operator pass line to the " head" hahahahhahhahaha
then the head kena again, until this morning, around 11 there are 2 technical department ppl came and fix the problem, base on what they told us, this morning only they get the report saying our line problem..

well, my conclusion is: THIS IS TOO EFFECIENT!!!! IM SPECHELESS!!!!! cant imagine if this happen during year end when i am staying alone here, what will happen to me???? i can't live without net and lost connected to outsider!!


Exam Exam

my final exam officially start tomorrow
what am i doing now?
blogging here huh!!!!
just want to scream out as loud as i can....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
need to suffer 2 more weeks!!!!!!!
study study study........
arghhhhh~~~~~ other than that what am i doing instead of blogging here?

i found out, when im fall into this kind of situation,
i will keep myself watching videos , listening songs and checking tvxq news!!!!
omg!!! how dare i did this!!!!

i keep refreshing TVXQ 'THE SECRET CODE CONCERT' page
the staff are keep uploading their backstage pictures time by time..
how to believe the other side of the world, at the same time they are doing this huh!!!!!
i must work harder!!!!!!!
i must study hard!!!!!!!
i must i must i must
this is the conclusion after i saw all their pictures behide the stage and preparation!

huhu~~~ finish crazying shouting here, what else can i do!!!!
nobody can instead of me!!!!!


Backstage!!!! TVXQ!HAHA~~~

my lovely TVXQ!
long time din't save their "real" pictures!! haha
now found so many weird look pictures of them at the backstage during Japan tour!
this tour had started from may until july!!! and the last 2 concert will held in JAPAN DOME!!!
wowowow~~~ TVXQ,TOHOSHINKI,DBSK----man se~~~~~~!!!!!!
pictures credit: baidutvxq.com, all pictures copyright reserve to avex japan
lengzai man!!!!

changmin ar, u make up ??
i like this pic, but ignore the staff there
changmin ar, you sleeping?
yunho eating?? where is you wife?? haha
oh no...no eye see ><
changmin , what happen to u??=.=

jaejoong don't nervous!! yunho will beside you hahahah^^
jaejoong massaging behide the stage

now ur turn to eat?
oh no what happen!!
junsu and jaejoong!!!! oh no,
jaejae you better back to ur yunho there!
junsu go get your micky!!!!
errr, recently junsu and jaejoong ...cp? erm...something goes wrong =.=

jae, i know you din't wear cloth! topless!!!??
later yunho scold you then u know haha

micky and manager's bday!!

changmin u sms v who???



my daddy went back to china yesterday,
we sent him to KLIA early in the morning and his flight was actually sceduled at 9am , we leave KLIA 8.10am then went back home. on the way, we called him. he was waiting to go into the plane, when we called him the 3rd time, his handphone had off, which means the flight is going to depart. normally he will be reaching in Guang Zhou international airport around 1pm, but when my mom called him, his handphone still off. we are wondering what happen, the flight depart on time, but haven't arrived there?

later when 2.30pm mom call him again, this time he was able to pick up the call. he said he is still inside the plane, air crew doesn't allowed anyone of them from the same flight to go out. what happen again! it is because one of the passenger was fever!!!!!!! omg!!!!!! fever still can go into the flight? my dad mentioned to us that, there is a lady from china who having flue, caugh,and fever. =.= before they go into the plane there are a few "guidance" guiding this lady and ask people around to make sure she is inside the flight =.= again i swt...then when they arrive in Guang Zhou airport, those local H1N1 incharge people was came into the flight with dress up like ..(as what u see from tv) they check all the passengers in that plane 1 by 1. they need to make sure there are no more passengers who are fever or not feeling well. if is serious then all the passengers ,i think including the air crews need to be seperate for 1 week time... luckily there are no more, and my dad is safe and sound...huhu~~~~

well i have no comment why that " not feeling well lady" can go into that plane , and i don't want to comment more on it...specheless.....
nowadays H1N1 is serious in certain countries, for local i think it is still under control . but everyone still need to be aware of it, take good care of ourself.
but the more serious things happen in malaysia now is HAZE....~~~ the sky is dark, sunshine can't come in, is this call we are still in a healthy environment? hummm... this is what i heard from news..."healthy area"


暗恋 another song for Gay /BL/Yaoi !!

credit: sina.com
today news paper came out with this topic..this song i listen before, but doesn't know it is about Gay...quite a nice song. waiting for the MV , cause state that can fight with "frozen flower" a BL movie..

click the title below to listen the song ^^
暗恋 - 张智成

四目交接的时候 不要停留太久适可而止的问候
妒嫉只能深锁如果忍不住寂寞 也不能对你说
啊 好朋友 啊 我的好朋友不小心的沉默
能不能有要求如果会发生什么 也是我想太多
啊 好朋友 就只是好朋友
变成了利剑什么会被消灭 什么才会复原
那是我的底线 继续将你暗恋


balik kampung! sungai durian- tanjung tualang-cameron

my dad was back from china on friday , the next day which is saturday , we went back to our "kampung" in ipoh. normally i will just tell my friends Ipoh instead of Tanjung Tualang or Suangai Durian.^^ because, most of my friend doesn't know where is this places~~ well, i admit that i was came from" kampung" aka 新村.some people don't like the others know about they are from kampung, is nothing for me to shame on this , because im really staying here for 11 years. my dad and my mom was actually work and live in KL before married, but i don't know why after they married they plan to stay in a small kampung like this. anyway, all of this things was pass story and now we are living in KL. I was born in Ipoh specialist hospital if im not mistaken, and live in Kampung for my kindergarden and my primary school life until standard 5. After that, my dad went to China to work, and because of this we are moving from Perak to KL. So, i have my friends in kampung too^^ my old friends~~ everytime when i was back to kampung , they will sure use motor to bring me round the whole kampung but this time no~~ they are busy and some of them are studying in other states. T.T motor~~ i miss you~~~
then now i continue to introduce my kampung with pictures, some of you couldn't imagine how a real kampung looks like right~~
day 1, 6/6/09
the look on the way back to Perak..
once we arrived, my sis was sitting on tis "gong gong" aka swing to continue her novel jurney~~

now here the ice kacang !!!!! huhuhu~~~~

wow~~cool look before i started to clean the house!
the house was so damn dusty and dirty!!! nobody clean it up because nobody stay there =.= LOL

my mom was taking out all the pillows she hide , if not we have no pillow for the night T.T

this is all mine!!!!
see !!! im so geng !!! i get it when standard 1 -5 !!
but im not able to bring back to KL ..no place for me to put =.=

ok this is my dining room
infront of the dining room~~ see the washing mechine!!
so old right! but still can use wor!!!!!
come come take a picture with my little sis, danielle and me

this is the way beside the house,
danielle and brandy, my both sister..and the "chair" that my sis was siting was in KL now, my parents bring ti back here =.=
my dad went to rubber estate , then he bring back a small little tiny durian!!
i want big la!! can't eat this!! tooooo small!!!

now evening , when we finish tidy up and cleaning up the house, my neighbour was came to my house, these aunty was staying there loong time ago, and we called them "meh meh" i don't know why but this is what we called them since we know how to speak..they are chit chatting with my parents under our mangosteen tree infron of my house. once they sit down and start the conversation, the whole kampung news which happening when we are not here will automatically came in to our conversation, and it is easy to know who had married, who had do wat who are still here, who just built a house , with how much.. bla bla bla.. they are using "hakka" in the conversation with my parents, i was sitting beside them stay silents and listen, well i know how to speak hakka (abit) and i can understand what they talking .one of the aunty huging a baby, her daughter in law is same age as me and she ask me :" ah yan,( i have no idea why they called my "yan" instead of yuan lo, suppose to be yuan !!苑 even my own family members they are calling me "yan " =.=) ah yan, how old are you now? " i answered:" oh meh meh, im 20 now^^" she continue:" wah, then can get married already lo!!" me:" =.=" with a smilling face ^^ hehe..." she say :" remember come back and treat us eat here yea" i say:" sure no problem!!!" then she say:" do you have boy friend now?" i was like =.=:" nop" then they start laughing, she continue:" haha, ask your dad introduce some for you la ..must be good boy then" i was talking nothing but smilling hahaha ~~~i like to listen their conversation but suddenly trow questions to me =.= ....another aunty say:" wah you all come back la ~~ where is yan yan?" when i heard my name in my house i was run out and say :" meh meh im here!!!" then she stund there looking at me ...:" yan yan look preetier now ~~" hahahahahhahahahahahaha.....hahahahahahaha i was keep laughing after that!~~~~~my dad say after people pride u then u become so motivate do the housework la!! dad, of coz i am!! people pride me wor sure i will motivate and happy by tat!!! hahahahahhha thank you meh meh!!!!!

our dinner~~~~begin


Tanjung Tualang is a place which famous with prawns, everytime we come back we will eat as much as we can!! coz its cheap and taste delicious!!!!
this year i never been to the restaurent we always went before, because toooooo many ppl!!!
some of the people come from KL purposely go and eat Prawns and i saw BUSES~~ =.=
and this is wat we left after our dinner~~ hahahahaha
this morning i was standing infron of my house , then take this picture
we are packing at 9am
the road infron of my house..
my mom was locking the door

another weird thing happen, we suddenly change our plan, actually we are suppose to come back to KL after packing but, my dad suddenly say lets go cameron highlands a while, danielle never been there before, then i was like 0o0 cameron!! how many years i never been there and i have totally no memory for Cameron highlands. well, dad just drive from malim nawar to cameron, along the way he was keep asking me to find my frieds who are in kampung now to get his friends number, my dad have a friend in cameron, he din meet him for almost 15 years. so i jus call back to ms QQ ask her dad about this uncle's number, and call to ms KY ask her uncle number. well, our generation actually were all in friend relationship and our dad's actually are friends too, so....haiz....call call call
this is the view along the way up to cameron

u know what, once we drive up the hill we off air corn and open window..
gosh... i don't know we will go to cameron and i wear sleveless... so cold!!!

the farms..

finally we found the uncle's number, and my dad bring us to his farm...

clinton, danielle, brandy

the uncle bring us to another farm, which is planting flowerssss we are sitting behind the car... is not hot in cameron but the sun still big big up there... my skin turn red when i came back to KL ...T.T i believe tml will become darker!!!! OMG......T.T

see the road is not a "road"
sit until our butt pain T.T in the car

see this flowersssss!!!!!!!!!!damn nice!!!! he give us many but we just want abit ..no point take so many but no use rite

wow ~~~ mum's hair was "flying" hahaha
like filming "shampoo" commercial video behide the car lo!!!! lol...
cameron highlands is a fantastic place, we pass through a road and it was hotter and hotter, the sun is bigger and bigger, make our skin more pain when we move up abit then it was cold...what is happening???
after we came down from car, only we know just now we were in Kelantan. and now in Cameron-pahang? or perak???? i have mess up man!!!!! the weather really funny there!!! it was on the same road but half is cold half is hot?! why?????
when we having lunch in cameron, the uncle ask my parents where is your eldest daughter? i though she was 20? she din't follow you all back to perak? i was blur at the moment, eldest? me lo~~ then my mom say :" neh here lo" he was stund and say :" har!! you? i thought you are jus 15++??" hahahahahahhahahahahahahha....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! again ...laugh die me!!!!!!!!!!!
we came all the way down from cameron using old road.. and pass by many shops..small little shops and orang asli houses!!!!! oh my god i cant believe that there are such houses nowadays!!! and the way they live!!! how they live there? is really a big question marks to me!!!! you won't know unless you saw it!!! seriously... and the road there make ppl dizzy but not me hahahaha... keep open the window let the cold air come in.. feel fresh!!! the water fall there!!! nice!!!!! i can't remember how long i never go to water fall ..the water is cold enough!!! make ppl awake!!! there are so many tourist!! even foreigners!!~~~~ haha anotehr thing~~ cameron lengzai is lengzai hahahaha...i saw~~~and all the way down to TAPAH highway.. i can use "trafic jam " to describe~~ its really jam , coz mayb now is school holiday??? hmmm i think so.. when we trun up to the highway,was already 6pm, and is still jam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!arghhhhhhhh ... so we arrive KL at 8.30pm!!!! we are tired!!! haha..but today i had pass trough perak, kelantan,pahang, and selangor....don't know when i will go to cameron highlands again....