TO东方神起

听完了4辑,
果然还是我们神起最厉害
原本还担心销量,人气什么的

原来一切是自己的过虑而已

你们依然还是站在顶尖,

没有谁能够代替.

发觉,人在越低落,越大压力时,

就会选择各种方法逃避,和依靠

从几时开始我的依靠变成了你们

一个永远没有办法靠近的5人

在我最辛苦的时候,总会想起你们,

虽然你们不是我的,

但是,有你们5人的存在就已经谢天谢地了

从几时开始越来越在意你们

从几时开始不能听不到你们

从几时开始不能没有你们的消息..

好像都忘记了几时.

我常问自己,为什么我会知道有你们的存在

很奇妙

以前我都不会注意日韩的

到现在慢慢了如指掌..

给哥哥们的信,

听你们的声音,会有奇妙的感觉

5中不一样的声线混合再一起

简直是天衣无缝...

你们的因为能够感动每个人

允浩哥,

你真的是一个很有领导风范的大哥

在各种场合,从来不会表现出紧张的一面,

虽然这样,

你一直在努力的保护东方神起里面每一个成员

是吗?

这些相信每个仙后都知道

我很敬佩你呢,

一个大哥哥的感觉,

成员们应该也这样吧

虽然,你没有把随便把自己平常的一面表现出来

但是,我们也了解的

身为队长,要兼顾的东西很多

要顾虑的也很多

允浩哥,辛苦了

你,也应该觉得累吧.


在中哥,

你的声音,真的能够活生生的把我带走

听着你的声音,我会感触..

也会伤心..



那温柔的声音,我是完全免疫不了的

你,一个在队伍里面年级最大的,

但是好像最会走神的吧

有什么烦恼呢?

常常看到你游神的画面

在想什么呢?

感觉到在东方神起里面

其他队员最疼你呢..

你,也觉得吧..

大家都很小心呵护这你...

我们东方神起里面的天使

你也累了吧,


常常自己在内心担心东方神起的人
常常为允浩哥分担的人

最近病了吧,

要赶快好起来哦

接下来你们都没有时间休息的

要争取时间睡睡..

其实,累的,不只你一个,你的队员们
每一个人都很累

大家一直在撑着..

因为,你们太红了..

越是红,时间表就会越紧密..

所以,大家累了,也不能怎样

在中哥,累的不只你一个人哦

大家都在你身边,

要撑着!



有天哥,

别再把自己睡觉的时间牺牲掉了

虽然我也常这样..
但是这是不行的

还是好好睡觉吧





俊秀哥,

队里面的开心果

你真的很可爱

看到你装可爱的样子

真的免疫不了

呵呵,

别把所有知道的都埋在心里

说出来吧

你的歌声真的很动听呢

而且哪海豚音

真的让我无语..

看来你也感冒了

唉...


昌珉哥,


你是最不需要其他哥哥们操心的一个

最聪敏的一个,

大家都很放心你

其实,你是什么都知道的一个

也是最保护哥哥们的一个吧..



你们5个,都在为东方神起努力着,

这些我们都看到了...



看了你们sbs重回舞台的演出

我真的觉得感动..

看到你们在官网的留言了,

在中哥,你脸色真的很苍白

在节目中也看见俊秀哥和在中哥戴上口罩,

也咳嗽很厉害,在中哥的声音已变了呢

唉...

赶快好起来啊..

4号还要出席亚洲音乐节呢

我们会一直在哥哥们的身边的!!

加油!

TVXQ POWER!!

totally specheless!

will this happen in malaysia too?

korean fans long Q to buy 4th album!

FINALLY

TVXQ are officially back!

oh no!

korean fans are Q up to buy TVXQ 4th ALBUM

THIS MORNING ,

THEY Q UP LIKE THIS

TOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

LONG!!

today~try!!!!!! it out

hehe

trying more self -camera today

伤心了－不一定

My DIY memo board infront my table

这两天，

本人饱受打击

是很强烈的打击T.T

我的成绩 啊～～～

怎么，我这个学期比上个学期更着急自己的课业

但是成绩比上次差呢？

我一直认为

付出，未必得到回报

有自信也未必得到回报的

这是常常发声在我身上滴。。

但是如果没有那两样，哪

我会更惨5.5

那为什么，又是我呢？

很累了，每年的这个时候总会觉得累

想抛开一切

但是，我能怎样呢？

有谁不是这样呢

比我惨的人还有很多

比我好的人也有很

唉。。。

难唉哉。。。

下次会做到更好吧

但是我有了恐惧感

我发奋的地方

my latest ceramic done work

Finally

I finish painting this!

This is before done

This is after!

=======================================

My latest half done ceramic

I haven paint it yet ^^

the 1st one is korean food~~

A durian,

its looks dumb rite ^^

when u shake it ..

will have sound

I had put smtg inside >.<

The fish on my durian made by my sis

They are eating the korean food!!!!

my working place--CERAMIC~VILLAGE ART

My Working environment

An Art center--VILLAGE ART

Every sunday, i will teaching ceramic

class here

My ceramic class room



All done work on the rack

Half done work in the otherside

Ceramic Display

My studentsssssss......

My students toooo^^

My 'si fu' Im his helper

and the boy sitting is anther ceramic tallent!

My 5 years old student,Dennis

she like my sample every time i show her

haha^^

On the left is Tracia,she is Dennis cousin sister

both of them are painting their ceramic work

Here, Dexter, Dennis brother

Here, another Dennis picture,

haha i grap her over and take this picture

Today

well..

today consider sad day..

can i?

yes, it is!



today my daddy back to work

everyone is feeling sad, although we areuse to it

tis kind of situation will appear few times a year



but a question that i always ask myself

why my dad have to leave us here and work far a way from home

i will never get a satisfy answer,

jus because, he is working to earn more for us



i remember when i was 11,

the first time my parents told me we have to move to KL for better live

at the moment, i was like ok whatever parents say we have to follow

cant say :'i don't want

at that time i din't know wat will happen if i move to KL .well, what i think is

nothing will change,all will be settle down

but its actually not
alots of family problem come forward to me
the 'family' problem is not my family
but is 'big family' including my aunt n grandma...
it realy make me feel sad
and i realise there are so many things hiding behide me before i came to KL

my mom is the most stress person in the situation,
she have to handle all the things happen on her own
my dad can't help her
and even don't know what is actually happening here
she is really great!
can hold it until now..

i always feel that my dad feel sorry to us
because can't stay beside us every minute.
this is my life

we have to take the opportunity,
to have a better life n secrify somtg
but, our life now is really wonderful ? are we feeling comfortable?
instead of saying erning more money overseas,


the 'big family' problem will never end
i know that it will be contimue carry forward in the future
may be one day may have a ''family war''?
i hope so!
i hope every thing can settle face to face instead of shooting us behide!
really can't understand why would it happen ?
are we really did something wrong?
nop...



well, i already use to it.

whatever happen in next minute i have to receive it



last time when daddy going to work

every time i will cry like mad and sad for a few days

i even hate to enter airport

i don like the feeling that people are leaving

we jus can standing there and waving hand



but this few years, i had already no tears to drop when daddy back to work

coz, he have to do so..

although my brother,sisters are cry there



today, as usual, we are waving hand,

my brother and sisters never cry

but after we came home ,

i feel that my mom was in a bad mood

i know why she feel like tat

even me also

once i know daddy back from oversea,i will have a weird thinking

like ,everythings will settle by him,

im pushing all my stress away due to daddy com bac

but after that,

we have to handle it alone again n again

my mom might have such feeling also

i cant imegine how she stand like tis for 8years



at night, i was cooking

coz my mom not feeling well.

we try to make the environment ok..

after that my dad call bac,(everyday he will call us )

he is eating alone there

haiz..



jus now, when my youngest sister was doing her revision

she suddenly cry

she say she miss daddy so much

yea,my youngest sis is pity

she is the one who have lesser time to be with my dad after she was bone

T.T

this is all happening today .

add on: i sleep from 1pm-6pm jus now!!!gosh !! if let my dad know i sure get scold >.<

coz yesterday i sleep late

n tis morning wake up early to KLIA..

555 forgive me...

=====the end of my story=====

I send UFO message to TVXQ!

Today,evening when i chat with a china fans

we were talking about the differens from china event n msia event

suddenly i did mention about UFO whi available only in china n Korea

so, she let me try to use hers account and send a message to TVXQ!

let me intro UFO ,UFO is an online service that prodive 1 to 1 communication

Stars n their fans

Fans register in a webside n topup their account and send text message

to artise in the webside,

artise will look at the messages anytime when they are visiting

the webside and they will reply you if your message attract them

but tis service not available in malaysia,so we cant do it here

today i already try to send TVXQ a message even though

i know i won't that lucky to get a reply from them..

well , just a try~~

here my message,which saying that im from malaysia jus drop by n say hi to oppa

hopefully get your reply..^^

another things that make me happy is

I finnaly pre-order TVXQ 4th album 'MIROTIC'
AND
I decided to pre-order version A
because it including 12 songs
+
60pages photobook
+
poster!
and i just get a latest news that
jaejoong oppa's solo is including in version A
and changmin oppa had wrote the lyric for
LOVE IN THE ICE(KOREAN VERSION)!
wat a big news!
haha
version B do not including this 2 songs!
am i lucky enough?
haha at the moment yes!
and here the VERSION A cover

well..Im not sure whether version C,D,E,F have include

whose solo

but for me ,jaejoong oppa is more than enough!

last week~~