correct or wrong

today im thinking of,
the decision i had made is correct or wrong.

it sounds like i shouldn't think too much
and shouldn't expect too much

it seems like before this i already expecting something
and now making me feel bad when things gone out of my own track

when i reading backwards about the march posting here
i found that i never change my attitude since then

i need to learn  to be calm
3 years, it keeps going on like that
i never  calm down as i need to!
things just come forward to me
but how come im not learning to accept the fact instead of worrying?

again, i want to follow the flow,
if you as me do so...
just a little ....sad hahahahaa