My Dream My work

My 2nd event : Super Junior Super Show 2 Live in Malaysia
location: Putra Indoor Stadium
date:20th March 2010
My 2nd event, but it first international concert of me
17th march 2010 first day enter backstage after my class
backstage work such as preparation , if want to list down the details there are really alot-.-
just a brief here^^
as what had mention in the previous post,
preparing tables, arranging the structure in all rooms
first day in backstage not much work to do, just rendom preparation
meet new friends which is part timers~~
18th March 2010 2nd day,after my class, go back to office pick up colleague
and stuff which needed to bring into stadium.
my car broke down in axcess!!!!! ahhhh...
everything is fine after that....
arrive stadium around 8pm.. worrying about merchandises...
19th March 2010 morning 7.30am went to stadium by ktm and LRT arrive 8.45am at sri petaling station. picking up by my colleague..^^ thx~~
arrive stadium at 9am, the gate at loading bay is still lock~~ haha we are too early?
this is beause we have alot to prepare~~
once step into stadium, it will not have a free time for you.
i like this kind of working environment, it is challenging.
before 11am, we need to prepare everything in each of the rooms..
after that it will have sport check~
challenging right!
haha ... then i continue my merchandise packing~~~ make me blur blur...
need to do it carefully, need to check and check and check again
double and triple check in order to make it 100% correct!
thx to my colleagues who helping me out that day~ seriosly thank you very much!!
appreaciate alot, and that day i was really worried~
continue working, runing in backstage, until the minute sj arrived , we are still working working and working, well, when you are working, you will just stay in your working status, is not playing around but work seriously. learn and experience~ there are a lot of unexpected situation appear, but try to get a solution as fast as possible, well immidiate planing with teammates, and leader.
at night, rehersal started, preparing water and towels...
20th March 2010,
the concert day, for all elf, it is a big day!!!!
i was heading to stadium with my sister 7.30am
arrive 9am at stadium, continue packing merhandise, as it will be redemp on that day!
need to settle as fast as possible, continue preparing,
prepare praying stuff as well. have a praying section ~~
after all, prepare our kenopi~~
arrange tables, set a time to start selling and redemption for merchandise.
3.30pm, redemption officially started, i was shouting until i lost my voice!!!! hahaha
there are really alot of people..
7pm, close kenopi, move all stuff to backstage again, concert going to start soon,
we started to packing backstage stuff..
working in concert always the same, during the concert on, then have to prepare packing , then only save time.^^
i get some chance to watch the concert, for a few songs. ^^
at the end of the day, concert end at 11pm.
say good bye to the boys~
clear the rooms~~~~
after all sending all the stuff back to office until 5am~exhausted, but im happy happy!!!
happy to work with all my team mates~ my leaders~ and all my colleagues
i enjoy it even is tired~ sobs sobs~
hope to work with all of you soon,
thanks for teaching me a lot, thanks and thanks!!!!!!!
muaks to all of you!!!!!!
once again~i gain a lot of experience !!! which can't learn from text book!

as stick on the room above ^^
"lovely" merchandise that finished packing~hoho
our operation room
have a picture with staff onnie~^^
again^^ with onnie and mat

exhausted me?
our tags~
oh! who's room is this? guess guess?
who's wings is this?

mess mess room? who's eating before this? guess guess~

My Dream, My work

My First event: 1 Nation 1 voice concert'10
location: Dataran Pahlawan Melacca
date: 27th Feb 2010
This is the first time i work in backstage for a show, a concert.
I was overnight in YinXie house the day before we heading to Melacca, because the company van will pick up everyone in PJ area.
26th Feb, friday night i went to YinXie house.
27th Feb work up at 6am. preparing early in the morning, as we had been told, we have to gather in a place at 7am? (well well, forgive me, i can't really remember the time right now.^^)
after gathered, the uncle is going to pick another colluege up. After that, we need to go back to office, and bring all the "equipments" which we have to use during the concert.
Officially heading to Melacca~~~~
we all sleep in the van, need to save energy for the entire day
arrive at melacca around 9am?
YinXie and me was "moving" those "equitment" from van to the feild.
as we arrive, the operation room have nothing, artise and performer room have nothing
atually it is not a room but it is a kenopi ^^
this is my first time, so i have idea how to set up all the things,
but our guidance, she is leading us how to set up.
we need to set up the tables, chairs, mirror, put the table cloths, set up the kenopi for people to use, prepare those thing which needed to use such as tissue and etc..
later on when we have already setted up, the next thing to do is "shopping"
yes ! we have shopping trip there, all the morning!
buy mineral, dusbin and so on.. a lot more!!!!
is a long way for us to brag the stuff back to the feild!!! ^^ but i have fun!
after all, time to sembayang!
set up table for praying section.
concert rehersal was started once the artise arrived.
we are starting to prepare the tags which haven't finsih T.T
skip all details details.. going to searching ice cube all the way in Melacca, searching for strings>.<>
concert started.
8pm crowd started
9pm officially started??
along the way, we need to look after the operation kenopi
started to packing, until almost 12am.
concert end, started to pack again.
2am finish packing,
chit chat with all the crew...
then heading back to KL
arrive 5am morning in our office, move all the "equipments" down
I went to YinXie house again, going back home only on sunday morning,
it is tiring, seriously tired, work 24hours,

At the end, learn alot, gain alot,

even we are tired, but it worth it!

Happy to know all my Colleagues!

love you all!! MUACKSSSS



Recently, my problem had become more serious.
nervous all the time, since the first week of class started, this kind of feeling keep on following me, what the hell is happening to me now.
I am still can't able to handle my personal problem towards assignments and due dates.
It is a big problem to me, I have had come across it!
why am i still acting in this way.
why the stressness can't just leave me ?
why the nervous and worried feeling can't just run out from my body?

Im keep asking my self to calm, to face it.
nothing i can do but just do what is having with me right now.
It is horrible nightmare though.

this is life, why am I still don't take it easy?
please let me go.
don't touture me like this,
I have no appetitle to eat, when i get up every morning,
my heartbeat is so damn fast.
I don't even know why am i so scare of?
may be this is my emotional handling problem?
or my mantal problem?
I hate myself so much for now!
disapointed on myself,
I thought I've come across this,
but when i have my assingnment due dates on hand,
I know Im still like who I am.

I am totally unbalance!


new sem started!

today my new sem officially started.
the first lecture for me was advertising.
the lecturer which is familiar, who teaching me MKA last semester.
at the moment, i feel stable.
i hope everything will continue going on smoothly when the time pass.

feeling less something in my heart, because ms leehee leave to adelaide for this sem onwards.
she help me alot when she was here, im always depending on her, she will help me out for everything when im facing problem.
and now, she leave me alone here...
i miss her alot~~ ^^
leehee~~~ hope you are alright there! i know u are enjoy there right now!

we moved to the lakeside campus in puchong,...
facing alot of problems
no car park, the download speed was slow,
the food is expensive, it is very hot..
what else can i complaint?
hahaha.. at the moment, this is what i experince for today.
hope it will be improve as the time pass.

i get information from my firend that PR assignment is hard to score
well well.. im worry about it now.
but i know if i worried now it doesn't help me to solve my problem though.
so, keep my motivation up until the end of the sem,
do whatever i can, change my bad attitude and my bad behaviour in previous sem
so that i can "enjoy" my uni life,
if not, i guess i will be really jumping in to the lake...lol~