9.30.2009

究竟还能撑多久

现在凌晨2.23分,
大哭了快半个小时。。
这么久以来。。没这样过

不为什么
都是因为你们
究竟还能因此撑多久
忘记了几时开始爱逃避
不敢看有关的视频,心会很不舒服
会呼吸不到
刚刚我爆发了
别说我总爱想不好的
但是,摆在我眼前的东西
没有一样是值得我高兴得阿!!
很痛很痛
自从知道巡演的事情后,我从来不敢碰关于三巡的东西
真的不敢,没有勇气
刚刚我,开了2007年11月24日的视频
我在哪里呢!!我是其中一个
就像发梦一样
真的很不真实
现在回想起来,还是觉得不真实。。
我真的看过真人阿
今天,发生了一些事情
我本想往好的方面想,可是现实不允许我这么做
因该没有人理解吧。。
刚刚看到消息,深圳11月21号的三巡
我的心事紧紧地抽主。。
呼吸困难。。。。

在哪一天,我可能会把所有图片撕掉呢?
我会这样做吗?
究竟该怎么办
为什么
为什么
为什么
为什么
不管我问多少次
还是没有答案
已经很累了
不来不想参与的,
现在也不见得参与了什么
但是,
总是放不下

原本的期待,变成了梦,消失了
原本的魄力,变成了灰,离开了

2007年,我的记忆,渐渐的离开我了
这条布满玻璃碎片的道路,我,何时才能真正走到终点
还是,我何时会从这条道路上走出来
不受煎熬了?

9.27.2009

today, jaejoong & micky park back to Korea

this evening, jaeoong and yoochun back to Korea,
preparation for coming concert on friday in Shang Hai!?
the last MIROTIC TOUR!!??
jaejoong, why today so formal???? hahahahaha
will be seeing 5 of you again this wednesday in INCHEON AIRPORT..
pic cre: logo on photos







**Always Keep The Faith**

9.25.2009

fuji fm, SHINKI ITTEN NEW PINKY

SOULMATE BUSY WITH SOULMATE PROMO...FUJI FM

all pictures credit: DNBN
SHINKI ITTEN NEW PINKI!!!!!
JAPAN 24-HOURS SHOP FULL WITH TOHOSHINKI!!!!!!hohohoho~~~
HOT PROMOTE~~~~




**Always Keep The Faith**

9.24.2009

090923 NACK AFTER 5,090924FM 요코하마 (yokohama) tre-sen

I DON'T WANT TO START MY CLASS!!!! T.T!!!!!!!!!!!!555555555555555

this is the picture where, jaejoong and yoochun went to radio station interview today,
time: 3.00 pm japan time, 2.00pm malaysia time
(what i did during this time?, haha i was watching yunjae "movie" )
all pictures credit : dnbn







this was yesterday
jaejoong and yoochun went to radio station
time : 6.00pm japan time, 5.00pm malaysia time
(i was online during this period!~~~)



**Always Keep The Faith**

9.21.2009

this morning, jaejoong & yoochun heading to Japan again

aiyoo... jaejoong ar, your shirt!!
you know what, everytime when i wanna design a shirt , the idea is here, and i draw on my draft book, but i never ask anyone to print it out on a proper t shirt, after a while
i will saw you all wearing a t shirt some kind like what i had design before... i am always slower than others! not able to sent to you !
jaejoong oppa, jus want to let you and micky know, the "always keep the faith " tshirt where micky wear it last week, and today you wear "we love jj" shirt is almost the same with my design.. T.T
picture credit: logo on the photos










**Always Keep The Faith**

9.19.2009

beh , angelyna(yy), priscillia

video

Distribute by angelyna , all rights reserved
video director: Beh Shin Ni, ( the pony at Sydney)
actors:
Beh Shin Ni-pony
Chai Yeow Yuan- vege
Priscillia - little drum~~
not allowed to transfer this video, copyrights to Ms Beh Shin Ni
For those who visited and watch the video, though our director have potencial,
please call the manager ( vege )
hahahahahahhahhahahahahah~~~
guys... enjoy the video by our little ponny in Sydney!!!!!!

9.17.2009

my freeeeeee!!!! set freeeeeeeeeeee

my uni life had drive me crazy again...
my september run down!
**25th august Financial planing test
September 2009
2th MKA test
7th sept BIS assignment due,
8th sept MKA test,
8th sept MKA assingment question presentation ( although not choosen but still need to prepare)
15th MKA test
16th BIS online Quiz
16th Financial Planing assignment presentation
17th International currency and banking test

finally ended this afternoon ..1 pm!!!!!!!!!
i set free for temporary!!!!!! 1 week
after 1 week i will be keep doing the above routine again!
assignments keep due-ing every week,
tests every week....

right now , my brain actually can't work well.
i am mentally tired...
really can't breath well.....

today after 1pm, i meet sharon and lok lok
we having a girl's gossips time in secret recipe ^^
i had meeting them often seens last week,
befor this, because i am taking different subject from both of them
our scedule not match,
and i was so damn busy... i have no time to join their activities seens august,
they are going to shopping or whatever, but every time when they ask me,
i will reject them..
coz i am tired on my work, and busy like mad...
so i choose to stay at home
completing the work.. T.T

we chat from 2pm until 4 pm..
sitting there eating cake... relaxing....
yesterday when beh beh chat with me in msn, i telling her
tomorrow right after i come back home i will immidiately go for bad!
but she said i won't , cause i will sure doing others stuff...^^ yea i agree i knew it!
so , just now when i arrive home is already 5 smtg...
it was raining outside. the sky is dark...
the TRAFIC IS JAM!!! LDP!!! i guess everyone are going back to hometown for Hari Raya!
I hate trafic jam!!!!! by the way, drive safe when going home everyone! and
**Selamat Hari Raya**

when i arrive home, i was starting to watch *Heading to the ground * (yunho oppa! )
then i receive a call from priscillia, she said her jogging section canceled, so she ask whether she can come over to visit me!
yea, i answer yes immediately! hahaha
she come to my house, we are chit chatting...watching drama together, then she left around 9.30pm..

ahh... im still tired!
tomorrow, will going out for movie and shopping!!!! weeeee~~~~

ahhh~~~ tired!!!!!! 555555>.<
im hungry now~~~ ^^

========================================
TVXQ I MISS YOU ALL ALOT!
JUNSU OPPA, WHERE ARE YOU!
I KNOW YOU ARE ENJOING YOUR GAMING TIME ...HHA
BUT PLEASE LET THOSE STALKER FANS TAKE A PICTURE OF YOU!
JAEJOONG AND YOOCHUN OPPA, WELL, ONCE BOTH OF YOU STEP IN SEOUL
STALKER FANS WILL START FOLLOWING BOTH OF YOU, BECAUSE BOTH OF YOU HAVE A LOT NIGHT ACTIVITIES^^ WELL, THANKS TO THOSE FANS, I ABLE TO SAW THEIR PICTURES..^^
YUNHO OPPA, I SAW YOUR DRAMA SHOOTING PICTURES,
YOU ARE STILL SHOOTING "HEADING TO THE GROUND" AND YOUR SISTER AND MOTHER WAS VISIT YOU DURING SHOOTING SECTION RIGHT! AND YOU BOUGHT A CAKE FOR YOUR SISTER'S BIRTHDAY! SO SWEET^^
CHANGMIN OPPA, ANOTHER DISAPPEAR PERSON, BUT WELL.. WE ALL KNOW WHAT YOU DOING, YOU ARE BUSYING PRACTISE ON DRAMA .. CHANGMIN OPPA FIGHTING!
FIVE OF YOU, PLEASE STAND ON STAGE TOGETHER AGAIN! PLEASE SHOW 5 OF YOUR FACE ON TV SHOW AGAIN!
**Always Keep The Faith**

9.12.2009

this few weeks

can't sleep well...
but i eat a lot!!!!

doing brunch of works...
stresss....
whatelse can discribe me????

T.T ( this face !!)

wuwuwuwwuuwuwuw~~~~~
calling for help!!!!!! anyone can rescuse me?

this, keep telling myself..
is ok, no matter how stress , how many work to do IS OK !!!!!
next week will be holiday!!!
so... angelyna !! tahan yea!!!!!! tahan until the end!!!!
even tough don't know how to express,
and feel wanna boom out!!
this sem, i realise , i have no going out for window shopping ..
i just went to watch movie for 1 time, shop for 1 time ?
i think so..
because my course for this sem is pack with work
now i can feel the different of sem 4

sem 4 is difficult!!
hard to survive...
if this week doesn't haven assignment to due,
then this week will have test ,
and next week will have assignment to due, so this week i will not free also..
the assignments is continuously cooming forward, even though i prepared early but another will come and knock my door
so.....im going to crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i remember last week i was preparing MKA assignment for presentation,
and doing BIS assignment .. these are all for this week,
then this week, i am crazy doing next week presentation !!!! and i have 2 tests!!!!
the presentation is hard and heavy, fist time nervous for a presentation..
my preparation is done? but need to do elaboration and bcoz this presentation carry a lot of marks!!! the 2 tests .. i haven't touch yet!! omg!!! how how how!!!!!!!!
well.. i still able to watch tv everyday!!!~~~~~ aiyo... people need to release ma... if not.. you will see me in tanjung rambutan !!!!

alright , let me shout here... if not i cant release!!!!!!
after next week,,,,
it is my lovely holiday!!!
holiday
holiday
holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im despreate for my holiday
even thoug the holiday eve is night mare
even though after holiday there is also my night mare~~~
arhhhhhh~~~~ just let me break abit~~~~
SEM4... i beg ..... please let me pass this sem save and sound~~~~~~~

9.08.2009

tired~again~

early of september, time pass really fast!
is already middle of my sem....
im waiting for 1 week holiday on 21th september
this sem is heavy .. a lot of works to do..
even though im squezzing out my time for dramas but still very stress
the work will not finish.. day by day, week by week.. need to be prepare before go into class
my shoulder is painful now! this will always happen when i have alot of works on hand >.<
aikssss...getting older???? don't!!! T.T

just now chatting with my friend, sounds the "war" is coming again
the same thing, preparing and preparing, preparation work will be done,
everything will be ok i guess, because of experience , we learn from it right!
but, what will happen after preparation?
again.. we need to get our heart ready..
ready for what?
ready for "bang" wall.. or ready for accept the fact

i did ask the god why.
but yet i din't get any answer
now, restart again
but the "restart" will be like what? another year will be used to do it?
affraid of what happen last time...
but if affraid and refuse to do it again, then we will never know...
face so many things before, still trying on it...are we stupid?
aiksss... don't want to think about it now..
i need to complete my sem faster ! despreate for holiday!!!!

the boys 2nd trial will be heard on 11th september
hopefully everything will be alright~

**Always Keep The Faith**

~ im tired!!!!! T.T~~~

9.06.2009

sexy jae chun tattoo~ color, melody and harmony mv,heading to Japan

5th jae & chun heading to Japan
Hello Kitty theme song' color, melody and harmony'
promotion starto~~
Jae joong ah, your look is sooooo INNOCENT >.<"

haha, what's in your hand?
I like your shirt!!!
COLOR, MELODY AND HARMONY MV





sexy JAEJOONG'S TATTOO!!
"Always keep the faith"
micky's tattoo..
"Always keep the faith"
both of them are look alike nowadays

the tattoo sifu~~
aigu.. sign for him pula...

**Always Keep The Faith**

9.04.2009

HELLO KITTY 35th anniversary- jae chun- COLORS

Hello Kitty 35th anniversary, limited edition,
"colors, melody and harmony" compose by jaejoong and yoochun TOHOSHINKI
they are singing the theme song, this is the coming up single. a lovely song ^^
take a look at the Hello Kitty items!
fans are grabbing it












**Always Keep The Faith**

9.02.2009

back to korea yesterday^^ dream concert 2009

back to korea 31th August 2009: airport jae joong ^^ early autum..

a-nation end
japan special recport








DREAM CONCERT 2009


YUNJAE HAVE LUNCH TOGETHER AFTER BACK TO KOREA

**Always Keept The Faith**